But then, getting randomly IMed by someone from 2 years ago can have that effect. Having acquaintances-of-friends commit suicide can also have that effect. Having friends--unrelated to the suicide incident--crying on your shoulder can have that effect.
A lot of memories have come flooding back lately, often in weird dreams that I only vaguely remember. I don't know if that's good, or bad. I suppose it's just the next step to moving on.
She did good by apologizing. Part of me wants to accept it, but part of me remembers. I'm not sure it matters now.
Yes, this entry is deliberately vague. If you're supposed to know what I mean, you'll figure it out.
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