uncomfortableAlthough, I've noticed over the past couple of weeks that my relationship with the Universe is becoming increasingly disharmonious. This, of course, leads to moments of depression, anger, etc.
I'm not exactly sure how to explain it. It's not a problem with what I'm doing, exactly ... or maybe it is, and I'm just not thinking far enough outside society's box. But it seems like more a problem with (once again) my perspective. Unfortunately, it seems like it's the kind of problem I can't really put into words.
I could phrase it any one of several different ways -- I could phrase it as a problem with anger, or a problem with acceptance, or mindfulness, or any number of other things. Or, I could phrase it in terms of things I could do to try to take a bite out of the problem -- meditate, exercise more, back down on work/GLBU, eliminate other extraneous things (like RSS feeds) from my life, get a roommate, make more alone time, ... the list goes on.
But those all only touch on small facets of "the problem" (whatever it is), and do so inaccurately, at that.
In any case, maybe if I do some of those things, and make habits out of them (hah ... I can't form habits to save my life :p), I'll be able to better see what I need to change/do.
Today is one of those days when I think coming down from the trees really was a bad idea. :p
-- Des
