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deskitty
deskitty
Des
Thu, Dec. 28th, 2006 10:21 pm
Survived Christmas...

Still alive, survived Christmas. Got a fair amount of loot this year, which makes me happy, except some of it is now cluttering the apartment because I haven't found homes for it yet. Among other things, I acquired some pants, a book on compilers, and a case for my new digital camera (which was a graduation present).

I don't really have much to say. I'm just trying to get through the rest of the year -- all 3 or so days of it.

Right now, I am experiencing loneliness, or something akin to it. The more general term would be "depressive", but that's not quite right either. Maybe we'll just say "suffering from undifferentiated attachment" and leave it at that.

-- Des

Current Mood: tired tired

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moment_of_me
moment_of_me
moment_of_me
Fri, Dec. 29th, 2006 05:31 pm (UTC)

I'm feeling "disaffected" right now. I'm happily married, but not so happily in the place I want to be in life. I want something more, to be somewhere different, to feel different things, to experience a different culture. I want to travel, I want to learn, I want to grow...

And yet, I want to be right where I am. Just without responsibility.

*sigh*

I don't know anymore.

*mopes*


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deskitty
deskitty
Des
Sun, Dec. 31st, 2006 02:06 am (UTC)

Yeah.

I don't mind the responsibility so much. I just hate feeling constrained by it. Really, I hate feeling constrained at all.

I also want to be somewhere different -- perhaps in a big city, or at least a town that doesn't feel like such a dead end for me. But I have roots here in the form of friends. I have a project at work that needs my attention or it won't be finished. There are (at least for now) financial reasons to stick around, too.

But there are new people to meet, and new, interesting places to go and things to do. So I also want to pack my bags and leave.

Not just yet, though.


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